I'm tired. While I know I could have it much worse, for those who are in lockdown in England, they are certainly struggling at this point, and there needs to be some recognition for that. Surviving multiple lockdowns in the last year and surviving so far the strictest lockdown in London is not easy. For …
TW – Emma Chamberlain has an eating disorder.
She did at one point. She might still, but we don't know. Last year Emma did an interview with Cosmo and admitted to struggling with eating disorders her entire life due to growing up "on the internet", and that everyone she knows and has met has struggled with some form of disordered eating. (she is …
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To The Big Smoke
It started when I was about eight or nine and would dream of the day that I could go back to famed London where I was proudly born. Where my parents so happily met, married and had me. Nearly four years ago now I met the love of my life and after he finished college …
3 Months After Accutane (low dose)
Yesterday I had my 3 month follow up with my dermatologist after coming off of Accutane. I was on Accutane from September of last year until June of this year at roughly 40mg daily dose. It cured my cystic acne and no, it didn't leave me permanently damaged and suffering with kidney and liver issues …
LOW DOSE Accutane Q and A // 20mg-40mg for 9 months
Since documenting my Accutane journey I've had a fair few people reach out to me with questions and concerns, and to ask for my advice on whether they should move forward with seeking treatment for themselves. I'm not a doctor so I can't recommend that anyone do anything other than what feels right to them. …
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When a racist ends your relationship
I’ve dealt with racists online and trolls. I’ve dealt with the stereotypical old conservative white man who loves Trump more than his own wife and kids. You see a lot of examples of blatant racism on Twitter with viral videos and popular Facebook posts. But to be knowingly supporting a racist by being their friend? …
Quarantine and Creativity
Hey. Just checking in. The world feels like it's ending. For a lot of people it is - for those privileged and lucky enough not to have lost someone to COVID-19 the biggest obstacle seems to be keeping ourselves healthy but also sane. How do you stay productive in an environment that is so tumultuous …
40mg of Accutane RESULTS
I finish with Accutane in May. I've been on it since September 17th. The photos I'm sharing are from September 25th, January 25th, and now February 25. There is only one single regret I have which is that I did not start Accutane sooner. Dr's and parents and friends and influencers all scared me off …
Bella Thorne’s Skincare Routine is So Wrong… Here’s Why
This video isn't new. Harper's BAZAAR released Bella Thorne's nighttime skincare routine in August, but every now and again while searching for new ways to improve my skin texture and acne scars this video gets recommended to me. I've watched it a few times and each view brings me closer to a fit of total …
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5 Months of Accutane Update
I started Accutane in mid-September and we are now in mid-January. I was feeling discouraged the other day until I realized looking back on an old photo of myself how much my skin texture has IMPROVED. Guys. It's crazy. The photo above was taken in September just a few days after I started Accutane, before …